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If you see all the music videos on here...it is because I needed to get all those emotions...explained in so many different ways off my chest. It does appear rather tiresome...and for most I am sure you will not appreciate it..but they are how I feel. It is almost as if you can hear the tears falling...since I have forgotten how to cry myself.

This is one of those days where my emotions cannot be controlled. When the object of said tortured thoughts, continues as if all were well...it is enough to make one scream in frustration or merely burst into tears at the futility of it all. I am of a mind that to have control of your emotions is definately a thing that would be handy even in the most mundane of situations...and a blessed relief when the mind will not stop churning long enough to be cognizant of the world around you. I am rather certain that even on days like these..I am not fit for my own company...let alone for others. And as for tomorrow? So it marches on.

One wonders why the heart sets a trap for itself knowing that the consequenses could be dire! This is the most awful feeling in the world...and no one there to mourn but the dust of my own tears.